Paradise Circus: 39273) I can't stand girls wanting to actually have an eating disorder.

confessionsabouteatingdisorders:

I used to think that being thin is oh so glamour as well, and I fell for pro-ana propaganda because I wanted to be someone special, perfect and strong. I thought that I can stop whenever I want. My life is a living hell now. I am empty; I destroyed my family…

I havr always been extremely skinny my whole life, becuase I’m natually small but also becuase I chose not to eat so much that ID gain weight. Every time I looked in the mirror and I had a little belly Id skip meals. After Id go to the gym and see how bulky my muscles were getting I stopped working out so much. Then finally my best guy friend told me that one day he saw me and I looked amazing, perfect hair, clothes, makeup, just gorgeous. But the only thing wrong was that I looked way too skinny. He told me looking anorexic isn’t attractive at all and a girl with curves is more attractive. Now I’m almost too old to change how I look and have curves,and now I want so bad so be fatter with sexy curves instead of having the body of a 10 yr old boy.

83 ♥ / 15 January, 2012 / Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders
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    I havr always been extremely skinny my whole life, becuase I’m natually small but also becuase I chose not
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    this is so true, i can’t even..it took me so long to realize that i needed help and needed to get better. it’s a long,...
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